Same Pain

Who knew September 18th could change my life forever
When uncle died been had that same pain since I was little
And I know these niggas hate me
And they hate I'm doing better
But I can't let em take me
Ima go out slanging metal
Oh ohh

Marco dream got canceled
Found how to express pain thru my music and dropped a album
Thought momma had cancer on my knees I needed answers
Lean on the counter
Too much things to handle
Too much shit to fathom Lord codeine in my plasma
I feel like a Avatar I'm the last nigga standing
I'ma need some handle bars to control what I let happen
I can't see me moving backwards
Please excuse me, let me past you
Oh ohhh
Look at where I came from go to jail or get a casket
I'ma part my ways from who ain't giving but be asking
At night I play rainstorms trynna fall asleep more faster
If I don't I'll be on these same drugs that I say I'm done with after
Oh ohh
You gone bring up my addiction for to
Make me feel lesser
I get high and I ain't feeling nothing
My cup full of heroin
Know what I got going and can't contribute nothing
That bridge you done burnt it
They say you live and you learn it
Right now I'm giving my sermon
You see these assets that's around me I done earned it
Hard to tell em N O like this Bourbon
Gave you my heart while it was burning
And to crush my soul it seem like God just been determined

Who knew September 18th could change my life forever
When uncle died been had that same pain since I was little
And I know these niggas hate me
And they hate I'm doing better
But I can't let em take me
Ima go out slanging metal
Oh ohh

Know everybody need somebody
If you feel I'm that somebody
Please don't hesitate pick up your phone and call
You do me wrong I peep around it
I won't even speak about it
Far as you know I was blind to it all
How bout I been talking to the walls
What if I'm asking for help but I just don't know how to talk
Or I can't say that shit out loud
What if I'm telling you that ima die and I know the cause

You can keep it I had meant to do it off beat



Credits
Writer(s): Caisyn Wafer
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