Sorry

Dad I'm really sorry all those nights I made you worry
I thought I was an OG out here selling Ozs
Tryna chase a rollie I know I let you down
Wish I could take it back but I'm tryna change slowly
A part of me really kinda died back then
All I wanted was the p and the high back then
You were right I was wrong to try fight back then
When you were just scared for my life back then
I mean why was I so reckless and stupid
But now 25 man enough of the excuses
I wanna set examples for my brothers
Be the kinda man that's always there for his fam cause I love them
I'm so so sorry cause I know if I was caught you would have all suffered
And if I was the reason that you're feeling pain I would lay down life to just take that away
Feds came to the yard for a search man it was the worst
I looked at my dad and his fear kinda hurt
Bro I felt guilty It was my fault but my parents weren't guilt free
Convicted felon I didn't comprehend what it means to be a parent
Worry for your kids they're out chasing a sentence
Breaking the law and then go break it some more
Me I didn't care I was getting high
Green on the table more than enough to get by
I was making decisions could of landed in prison
Just like missions I was trapped in a system
My brother felt fear and I can't live it down
I'll carry that shame for as long as I'm around
Although it's now sound I put them in positions that they didn't wanna be in
And I'm so so sorry for all the events that evening
I'm actually so sorry cause I never meant to bring that to the house
I know you raised me better what I did was out of bounds
Back then I was so selfish I thought for you it wouldn't count
Like this was my life and you shouldn't have doubts
Dad I'm really sorry cause all I wanna do is make you proud

Dad I'm really sorry all those nights I made you worry
I thought I was an OG out here selling Ozs
Tryna chase a rollie I know I let you down
Wish I could take it back but I'm tryna change slowly
A part of me really kinda died back then
All I wanted was the p and the high back then
You were right I was wrong to try fight back then
When you were just scared for my life back then



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Writer(s): Chris Pashialis
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