[in between]

Amidst not happy and not sad,
not good and not bad
is my role in this play,
should I leave or should I stay?

Always torn when having to choose
Born scared of the ways I could lose
(I don't wanna lose!)

I've been stuck in between (ever since)
Struck by repeated defeating scenes (ever since)
Stuck between fantasy and reality
I've been stuck in between (ever since)

(Always had trouble making decisions)
(Double trouble at waking up from illusions)

Numb everywhere (numb)
No sign of feelings anywhere
(Couple of doubts about who I am)
Too much despair
(Changed to remain the same)
and wounds to repair
(But I'm still myself!)

I've been stuck in between (ever since)
Struck by repeated defeating scenes (ever since)
Stuck between fantasy and reality
I've been stuck in between (ever since)

I had to make myself crave the me who was once brave
I had to unbury myself from my own grave
To swim to the tidal wave, to get to the surface
and save myself

I've been stuck in between
It's drowning me to insanity
Have I become a ghost?
Have I decoded what I fear the most?



Credits
Writer(s): Bouchra, Bouchra Diyer Mbarki
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