Myself

Is my face on?
Does this tongue work?
Do my eyes see?
Does this skin bleed?
When I wake up, will my mouth be dry?
My stomach screaming at me?
Will my heart beat?
Will my heart beat?
I had a good job
And a big chest
In my past life, I was all set
Then I lost you
And then I lost you
I had a wood dash
And some good sex
On my wood dash
At a sunset
Then I lost you
And then I lost you

But my mind can't fool myself 'cause
In my eyes there's someone else and
I can't hide these truths myself and
When I try I lose myself, yeah
I got problems I need help with
At the top is mental health
I can't be saved if I don't yell
I'm so afraid I lost myself

I used to go raw
Had celery in both eyes
Celebrate the buzz but I knew it wouldn't save me
Should've worn a seatbelt
Should've had a trust fund
Keep my bubble small
So I never thought I'd bust one
Never thought I'd bust one
Ooh, it was a tough one
My ego like a super-dome
It was super cool
I thought that it was bulletproof
I was super wrong
I lost myself
I lost myself
I lost my
I lost myself

But my mind can't fool myself 'cause
In my eyes there's someone else and
I can't hide these truths myself and
When I try I lose myself, yeah
I got problems I need help with
At the top is mental health
I can't be saved if I don't yell
I'm so afraid I lost myself, yeah
But my mind can't fool myself 'cause
In my eyes there's someone else and
I can't hide these truths myself and
When I try I lose myself, yeah
I got problems I need help with
At the top is mental health
It doesn't pay to be this selfish
But my ego makes me desperate

But my mind
My mind, mind
But my mind
I lost my myself
Yeah, I lost myself
Ooh