WON'T YOU TELL ME

A vicious, brutal animal
With an almost inconceivable amount of strength
The tremendous electrical voltage
that Doctor Bradshaw had given the butcher
Had increased his cellular structure
To the point where he was no longer a man
He tried to talk
but the electrical voltage had burned out his vocal chords
But it hadn't destroyed his brain
Won't you tell me its alright again
You lie, but you know that I don't mind a hint
That I, feel mildly insignificant
It's fine, I don't wanna talk bout me again, alright
It's just you and all your toxic friends
I'm sorry, just feeling that you don't want me here
Alright, obligatory invitations that, I wish
That I could kindly decline again, alright
But it's alright, it's okay
You can go and look the other way
I'm done defending, the same old side
That will turn on you at any time
But it's alright, it's okay
The same blue sky will fade to grey
I'm so tired, of the fall
Of the ashes we used to call...
I don't understand the games we play anymore
You change your mind, we're goin back and forth
You say it's complicated, I say it's half debated
The lies you tell yourself, do they make you feel okay
Cuz I don't even know anymore
Won't you tell me its alright again
The same old stories, The same old friends
Deja Vu is becoming way too frequent
These lies embedded in my dreams and sleep, I can't anymore
I believe he'd set a match to the whole thing if he could