Lonely

Sorry mom and dad
I'm not everything you expected
I'm reckless with lack of protection
Sorry that I ended up
Stupid, aggressive
I really regret it
But, shit I can't be nothing if I'm not myself
I can't lie I'm too much sometimes and nothing ever seems to help
And nothings ever good enough, I hear them loud
I don't fit in this stupid town, whatever happens hope your proud

Lonely
Heartbreaker kid
And I know
That forever is nothing when your losing control
And you got nothing but people that are stuck in your home
Cause anyone else would rather see everything fall
Lonely
I cannot sleep and I know
That my dreams
Always turn out to bleak just to show
That I am still here finding my way through it all
But I know I don't need anyone anymore

Such a shame
I'm constantly the reason to blame
That's tushè, cause I think me and you think the same
Either way
I just hope that u are feeling save
You can't change
And I can't bring myself To feel the same way
I did before
Things got so cold
You don't know how to tell me how you feel
The feeling grows old
And maybe part of it's on me
Cause I know what I'm told
But whenever I feel this way
I lose all control
Of my head
In it you were sleeping at night
In my bed
In my arms was holding you tight
But that's dead
The day after we had that first fight
But at 4am
I'm glad you came to see me at night

Lonely
Heartbreaker kid
And I know
That forever is nothing when your losing control
And you got nothing but people that are stuck in your home
Cause anyone else would rather see everything fall
Lonely
I cannot sleep and I know
That my dreams
Always turn out to bleak just to show
That I am still here finding my way through it all
But I know I don't need anyone anymore
I still got my long hair
My painted nail
And my parents glares
They wonder why I felt despair
I still wish that you are happier
So please take care



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Writer(s): Treston Espada
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