17

And I never was okay
I'm used to feeling pain
And it's always just the same
do I have to explain
and I don't feel anything
I wish I could rage
Man these thoughts in my brain
Are so dark and insane
Getting hurt is my thing
It's just another day
Cause it pours when it rains
And I just wanna say
Fuck my music fuck the fame
And fuck all my chains
And fuck what i think
And fuck on my name
And I give everything
And it never is enough
And I try to understand
Why I'm always getting fucked
Yeah they don't appreciate
All my tears sweat and blood
Till this day I'm getting hate
Feels like I have to run
Run away and don't look back
That's the only way for me
And now I'm running fast
Now I'm really falling deep
And still they wanna ask
Do I really have to leave
I'm only seeing black
Not my goals and not my dreams
And I'm always looking high
Not of weed but of life
Say hi to the high guy
Man I'm really fucking tired
17 years I been living on my own
17 years yeah I left when I was 4
17 years still I'm walking all alone
counting these tears everyday on and on
43 months I been writing all these songs
over 3 years making music to hold on
17 years but I think it made me strong
It was 17 years yeah I left when I was 4
I always had a dream I be riding in my wraith
I be smiling the whole day And my family is okay
And I have a bunch of kids And they all just doing great
And my wife and I just chilling counting stars up in space
But reality hits you hard got no time to think of dreams
Cause you finally realize Nothing is really how it seems
I can never feel alive all I want is feeling free
And these girls they fuck my mind this is what they telling me
We can't be more than just friends
And it's always just the same
Really gave you everything
Still she wants another man
Cause I'll never be enough
And I'll never be the one
Do I stay or do I run
Still I'm fighting I'm not done
17 years I been living on my own
17 years yeah I left when I was 4
17 years still I'm walking all alone
counting these tears everyday on and on
43 months I been writing all these songs
over 3 years making music to hold on
17 years but I think it made me strong
It was 17 years yeah I left when I was 4
17 years I been living on my own
17 years yeah I left when I was 4
17 years still I'm walking all alone
counting these tears everyday on and on
43 months I been writing all these songs
over 3 years making music to hold on
17 years but I think it made me strong
It was 17 years yeah I left when I was 4



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Writer(s): Haroon Rashid Alsharou
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