Control My Sanity

I suffer, I beg, and I plead
I suffer, you do it for me

Case and point, slowly becoming what you want
Scared and nervous, what you asked for
Make me something I'm not
Could you ever believe that
You're the one who controls my sanity?

You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you
(And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
(You're the reason I don't want to live)

What do we do from here?
The effort is lost once again
If I let you in, would you still pretend
That I need you for my head to be clear?

You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you
(And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
(You're the reason I don't want to live)
You're the reason I don't want to live

Let me fall asleep, you're keeping me up
I'm not counting on these sheep
I'm counting all the love I've lost
The days I've spent inside my head, I pray for death
Give me a reason to want to exist

You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you
(And everyday I remind you)
Too little too late, now I know the truth
(You're the reason I don't want to live)

I was just a mistake to your selfish ruse
(Rewire my brain so I can't choose)
A little too late, now I know the truth
(Too little, too late)
You're the reason I don't want to live

(Goodbye to you)
(Goodbye to you)
(Goodbye to you)