Everywhere I'm Not

If I was empty, what would that feel like?
Would the words still show up on the page?
If I was broken, what would I look for?
Could I try to trace what's beautiful?
Spring on the east coast, flowers in the sky
When I breathed, it was the first time
Oh I just worry, even when it's fine
And I wish I was a better liar

Did I miss it? Everybody's
Everywhere I'm not
Empty basements, I still hide in
Everywhere I'm not

Nothing's more lonely than explaining yourself
Didn't notice I was yelling
Quiet explosions humming in my mind
And I pictured things so different
Sadness so ancient, it's buried in the ground
I refuse to excavate it
Someday I'll wake up knowing where I am
And I won't wanna leave it

Did I miss it? Everybody's
Everywhere I'm not
Empty basements, I still hide in
Everywhere I'm not
Did I miss it? Everybody's
Everywhere I'm not
Empty basements, I still hide in
Everywhere I'm not

I never know it until it's too late
It's so tragic what a waste
I never know it until it's too late
It's so tragic what a waste
It's such a waste

I'll never go back, there's no point in trying
Watch the walls and ceilings cave in
And he still haunts me, prays I turn around
And a flashback's now a vision



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Writer(s): Daisy Abrams
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