grrrrrrrr!!!

I think i hate the thought of being alone
I think that's why i still answer the phone
Cause the thought of your heart is too strong and stupendous
It's horrendous the thought you make me lose all my senses
Yeah we had a bit of fun sneaking off on our own
We were kissing in a parking lot ignoring our phones
And I don't wanna taint the memory, our pasts coexist
Even though our future's fucked because you called me a bitch!
Like you pick on my anxieties you got when hearts were bleeding
Like you're warping all these moments like they're all yours for deleting
Like you cheating on your boyfriend to make out in my Nissan
And you tell me to do better when I get my technique on

I'm normally a pacifist, rescind my words with glory
But if Uni's taught me anything I should shut up and tell the stories
If I'm boring you it's not my fault, don't talk a lot
So now I guess I'm out of practice when you try to put me on the spot
Thank god I dropped relationships to get you on my good side
My fault I'm fucking stupid, man it's always on the worst nights
Like how the fuck am i so stupid, almost like i lost my pride
Now i provide myself a better future after all your lies

Now look

When I see your face I wanna be alone
When I see you text I wanna be alone
I feel I'm wrapped up in bullshit like a cyclone
And it's all of my fault, I can't be alone!
You got me anxious now every time you text me
You make me feel like my voice is poison it's deadly
I think I hate me, I think that I'm on the way out
Can't even hear me my voice is fucking just too loud

I SAID I DONT NEED YOU

I don't love you, I don't hate you
I can take you, I must erase you
I can taste you, back of my throat
I don't hate you, I hate what you wrote
I don't love you, I don't hate you
I can't take you, I must erase you
I can taste you, back of my tongue
I don't love you, I need someone