Habits

Rolled outta bed
Then rolled up some fresh & smoked while y'all slept
It's about cinco am, my normal begins
No way back to sleep, as if cocaine had me tweaked
Writing, only task I see, that helps coping passed the dreams
But while I'm up this, mind is pumping, thoughts even when I think I'm thinking of nothing, significant
My mind comes back like, "Whatchu thunk, bitch"
I'll function, but fuck it's, on a loop, except it's not a song I'd ever say is my favorite
So I'll put on a movie, immerse myself in a few scenes, while I finish the doobie
Knowing weed will not cure me, but I don't care, truly
It's only about 7 now & I feel like I'm already not in the mood, please-

I swear you'll think you need me
I'll wear & tear then repeat
You're scared to really meet me, but I'm here until you barely care for anything
I swear you'll think you need me
I'll wear & tear then repeat
You're scared to really meet me, but I'm here until you barely care for anything

You barely care for anything
You barely care for anything
You barely care for anything
You barely care for anything
You barely care for anything
You're scared to really meet me, but I'm here until you barely care for anything
For anything, yuh

Don't panic, ohh damnit, too late for that I've felt damaged, let's grow passed it
Fuck this slow passing, uncontrolled madness, my healths challenged
It's self malice, my own habits

Hours have gone by, still haven't slept, but I'm alright
Yes, I do know I am not fine, but that is why music top priority

Got my, earphones in & the volume high
Eminem, The Flatbush Zombies, Tech N9ne, JL, King ISO & Watsky ready to all ride
Then I ride my board
I'm sure, clear as I grind more
The falling does hurt, but it's better than my sores
Meaning the ones that my mind hordes
& just like that, it comes right back
Ain't no way to keep it shut tight, damn
It'll come up regardless like the sunrise has, & will continue to do
But I am, on a mission to better myself in a way that'll even stun my ass
& sometimes that's, what we need, a break in the cycle, aiming for some like that

I swear you'll think you need me
I'll wear & tear then repeat
You're scared to really meet me, but I'm here until you barely care for anything
I swear you'll think you need me
I'll wear & tear then repeat
You're scared to really meet me, but I'm here until you barely care for anything



Credits
Writer(s): Isaac Contreras
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