One-Thousandth Time's The Charm

For as long as I remember
I never had a good excuse
To cause some noise and break my silent choice
Of never causing a scene in the room

But as the years caught up from chasing me
I couldn't actually follow through
With getting by with such a minimal mindset
Of how much effort to use

I sold my soul because I'm desperate
My head threw me inside a ditch
For the thousandth time I'll give another try
But it's better than never again

With the haunting breath of a reality check
I could feel my heart break in two
I lost my sight of where priorities lie
But doesn't mean I'm done or through

I'll take this as the sign the sign that I
Desperately needed to see
It's clear that I've got to find
The answers calling me

I sold my soul because I'm desperate
My head threw me inside a ditch
My heart is telling me to get it back
And get up out of here
For the thousandth time I'll give another try
But it's better than never again

(Yeah that sounds good)

I can face the fact I'm in deep shit
But I won't let fear win
With my legs still shaking
I'll be taking
The steps to begin again

I sold my soul because I'm desperate
My head threw me inside a ditch
My heart is telling me to get it back
And get up out of here
For the thousandth time I'll give another try
But it's better than never again
And on this thousandth try
I finally got it right
But it was just the first step