Eastside Girl

If life's a bitch then what's the Angel of Death
Is she the mistress that visits in times of distress
If it lets me sleep better then maybe, I guess
I'm getting too far down this rabbit hole, man fuck this
In the room with you, thought you the girl that I could just cheat on
I'ma take you high up then back down, you on a seesaw
Happened more than once or twice, was three broads if I recall
And for a while after she ain't trust me with anyone
But once she left I had to find myself a new one
Played spin the bottle with her, kissed her, no such thing as too close
She said take me in your hands right now boy, I'm your medicine
Only thing that's keeping you from cardiac arrest again
Showed me all what she could do, a hotter touch a better fuck
We were in anti-love, our time together was my brand new drug
My brand new drug, my chemical romance, and smoking weed
Only fifteen and before I knew it she had me sipping lean

So where were you when I needed you last winter
Couldn't help me off my shit, was left as a beginner
This little eastside girl done had me hooked, she challenged me to smoke
I don't anymore but for a while felt like I had to though
Don't swear to god, he never asked you
Was in a trust fall, that was why I turned my back to you
Shameless when I'm with you, but was ultimately aimless
Hope nobody notice my shirt, the alcohol done stained it
I'm a fish outta water, dying of thirst so sing about me
I can't believe my habits got me here, don't drink without me
And if the thought of me crosses your mind at night then count sheep
Dove in a swimming pool of liquor and then I drowned deep
A body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock
She was my everyday and I thought I was in true love
If I was at her place she all I ate and I got thinner
But for those couple months I really thought I was a winner