Bittersweet

Oh it's another day over
And I'm left wondering what for
I sat and stared at a paper
And tried so hard to ignore
The thoughts all swirling inside me
They say I'm broken, a bore
I lead it on with a paper
A silent, desolate score

I make time for you
You make pain for free
But I know you're my dream
I'll take anything
And I mean anything

My coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(Oh, I wanna make a mistake with you)
Oh, seraphim schemes and self esteem
(So many things I should say to you)
'Cause oh my god, I love you but you tear me apart
You're my savior and my devil, stab me straight through the heart
A plasticine sheen, you're so bittersweet
(And all I want is to stay with you)

I'm another day closer to the end of my life
It all gets wasted on nothing
I watch the flickering light

I would kneel for you
Sat down on my knees
You'd just hurt me more
Hurt me 'till I bleed
Oh god, I'm desperate to bleed

My coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(Oh, I wanna make a mistake with you)
A polyseme scream, such a stupid thing
(So many things I should say to you)
'Cause oh my god, I love you, I can't take anymore
But if I'm not creating, what the fuck am I for?
I burst at the seams, you're so bittersweet
(And all I want is to stay with you)

It wasn't always like this
I'm just resigned to the pain
But does the fight define us
Or does it waste us away?
I am much more than the sum of my work
And even without you there's so much I am worth
But I know there's still joy to be found in a song

My coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
(I want to make something more with you)
These scenes stay unseen, that's okay with me
(So many things I will share with you)
'Cause oh my god, I love you but I'm more than my love
And as long as I'm complete alone there's still room for us
You'll be my treat, so bittersweet
(And all I want is to stay with you)