The Part Of Myself I Try To Ignore

Came into this world alone
And I'll leave on my own terms
Don't mean to feel sad
Don't mean to feel shit
But I am and it's hard to admit

I'm not a man I got fears
Maybe I'll live 10 more years?
I'll make no plans
No promises
I'm not the kinda guy you should miss
I got a winning hand but I'll fold
I'll never live till I'm old

Don't belong
I never have
I never achieved any plans
I hate myself
Hate what I am
I hate the fact that I am sad
I never asked to be born
(How could I grow old like this so soon?)
How things have changed now I am old and worn

I'm not a man I got fears
Maybe I'll live 5 more years?
I'll make no plans
No promises
I'm not the kinda guy you should miss
I got a winning hand but I'll fold
I'll never live till I'm old

Never asked to be born
How things have changed now I am old and worn
I don't recognise myself
Have a got better with my mental health?
I never asked to be born
How things have changed now I'm old and worn
Don't recognise myself
Maybe I'm better?
Maybe I'm better?

I'm now a man I got fears
Don't wanna live another god damn fucking year
I'll make no plans
No promises
I'm not the kind of guy you should miss
I got a loosing hand but I'll play
Please don't try and make me stay

We only have this life
So do the drugs you want to try
If that's not your thing that's fine
There are other ways to get your highs

Take a chance of the other, girl or guy
Study hard and fortify your mind
Just do it fast cos the only thing you don't have
Is time



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Parry
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