Lost in the Dark

I'm oversleeping, aye
Could feel the reaper calling
So pipe down, while you hating people sleeping on me
But why? Can't fathom that you know I wish I could
But ask around when you get in my hood

Now I'm gone
Take me farther away
To places calling my name
Don't leave me waiting longer
I leave this statement, I'm gone
Take me outta this state
To places cautious of pain
You think my consciousness
Getting caught in the frame without you

It's the same thang
All these things in my life that I can't change
All these things in my life that I can't explain
I don't know what is left what is right
But I swear that I'm left in the dark

So I'm lonely
I was a loner in the past not the new me
But lately I been acting like the old me
Look into my eyes watch my soul bleed
Tell me how it feels to be happy

Condescending the lords my witness
All the things I love, look into my eyes
And I have lost my feeling
Never cared about us
All these flaws in my life and I can't tell yah
How to even trust
I just stay to myself
And pray for my wealth
But, It ain't no rush

And I swear that I don't need no one around me
Everybody only care about the fame and money
Like what can I do for them, and is it a guarantee
Niggas steady envy me, angry on pride and greed
Suffer by myself man I swear that shit is lethal
Thoughts been rushing through my mind I think I'm turning evil
But I got hella visions in my eyes
So I can see them and the time ain't playin'
Any games so people disappearing with the seasons

I been messed up in the mind since like long ago
And outta all the times I prayed I wished that I could go
Disappearing from this place that I had called my home
And reappearing in a place where my dreams could flow

Blue skies sunshine and depression non-existent
From the time I started living
To the time my heart was broken
It's a different kinda world
Where I can say it never happened
Live in peace by myself
That I wish that I could manage

When would I ever calm down
Been asked if I feel alright
Limbs ripped when I'm twisted
Thought my mind was healthy

Picked up just to set me down
Layed out in the dead of night
Nights like this been fucking up my mental
Highs won't help me out

I'm oversleeping, aye
Could feel the reaper calling
So pipe down, while you hating people sleeping on me
But why? Can't fathom that you know I wish I could
But ask around when you get in my hood

Now I'm gone
Take me farther away
To places calling my name
Don't leave me waiting longer
I leave this statement, I'm gone
Take me outta this state
To places cautious of pain
You think my consciousness
Getting caught in the frame without you