BEDRIDDEN (feat. Joci Oye)
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
I miss how conversations never used to be a problem
I miss it when I couldn't lose a friend over a dollar
I miss it when we kicked it and talked about all our problems
Now I try to do it, but I feel like I'm just a bother
I miss that feeling I'd get from searching for a mrs.
I miss it when I called em just women instead of bitches
I miss that lil thing called love
But I ain't ever missed another girl enough
And maybe that's my own fault
Why I'm so froze hearted
If you coming at my chest my brain goes
"Go guard it"
It's my own fault
How you like me now?
The kid died too quick, life's a lightning round
Or maybe it's a nine mil
Maybe it's a mugshot
Maybe I'm just too gone off these drugs bruh
That's how it gets when you run into the deep end
You gotta learn to swim after you learn to jump in
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
Sometimes a rose won't bring her back and that's okay
I think
Or I didn't try enough to get her wrapped in a ring
Either way
I guess I'm here right now
But I'd be lying if I wished I wasn't there right now
Where would I be?
I think about it everyday
What if I went to school?
What if I didn't waste
A couple years looking for another smoke and drink?
What if I just prayed? What if I didn't hate
My own life?
And I'm sorry you had to hear it
Almost died a couple times
But I would never let you near it
I'm okay
Swear I'm okay right now
But it's just hard to think about another day right now
And that's my own fault
Maybe I'm just too guarded
If you try to warm me up my chest goes froze hearted
I wish I could bring it right back to where I started
But trust me, it never gets less hard for the heartless
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
I miss how conversations never used to be a problem
I miss it when I couldn't lose a friend over a dollar
I miss it when we kicked it and talked about all our problems
Now I try to do it, but I feel like I'm just a bother
I miss that feeling I'd get from searching for a mrs.
I miss it when I called em just women instead of bitches
I miss that lil thing called love
But I ain't ever missed another girl enough
And maybe that's my own fault
Why I'm so froze hearted
If you coming at my chest my brain goes
"Go guard it"
It's my own fault
How you like me now?
The kid died too quick, life's a lightning round
Or maybe it's a nine mil
Maybe it's a mugshot
Maybe I'm just too gone off these drugs bruh
That's how it gets when you run into the deep end
You gotta learn to swim after you learn to jump in
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
Sometimes a rose won't bring her back and that's okay
I think
Or I didn't try enough to get her wrapped in a ring
Either way
I guess I'm here right now
But I'd be lying if I wished I wasn't there right now
Where would I be?
I think about it everyday
What if I went to school?
What if I didn't waste
A couple years looking for another smoke and drink?
What if I just prayed? What if I didn't hate
My own life?
And I'm sorry you had to hear it
Almost died a couple times
But I would never let you near it
I'm okay
Swear I'm okay right now
But it's just hard to think about another day right now
And that's my own fault
Maybe I'm just too guarded
If you try to warm me up my chest goes froze hearted
I wish I could bring it right back to where I started
But trust me, it never gets less hard for the heartless
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
They say big girls don't cry
Not gonna lie I'm struggling
I'm struggling, I'm struggling
Been 3 days haven't left my bed
Haven't seen the light, I'm struggling
Gotta get out my head
I'm struggling
Credits
Writer(s): Joci Oye
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