I Didn't Mean To Disappear

They ain't never been to church where I'm from
They don't know that heaven hurts where I'm from

I didn't mean to disappear
I just took some time to remember why he brought us here
Clearer heads persevere

We keep acting like we married but I guess I never asked her
Rubberband on her finger until I get my racks up

Im the type of person that get stared at in the mirror
If I could write in cursive I'd've stayed an engineer
I just met momma she believe I need veneers
I carry around this pressure like a book bag

I never confuse my wants with my could haves
I thought about it like once with my good half
Wouldn't trade with y'all for nothin Rest In Peace to David stern
I been losing friends to time they seem to melt as seasons turn
Thats the business that I learned
The butter that I churn
I don't do this for the kids man this is for my churrin'

Bad bitch pussy purrin' I love me a cougar
Its absolutely zero times that I been made a loser
Okay, thats a lie, but I tell myself the truth
Absolutely zero of this talk is Vermouth
Letting loose like a goose
Send me truce like we troops
I think I deserve that
I think God heard that

Yeah I think god heard that
I think god heard that

Yeah

I'm beat like the path you niggas walk on
I'm beat like the tracks that I stomp on
And this heat that I'm stashing it got Stockholm
Tonight I link with big smacks
Tomorrow a best seller
I'm from Richmond California where the mall done got sealed up

I didn't mean to disappear
I just took some time to remember why he brought us here
Clearer heads persevere



Credits
Writer(s): Jig Lefrost
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