I'm Happy for You.

All I can say is I'm happy for you
And all the things that you got
You look so happy with him at lunchtime picnics
And all I can do is watch
I know I'll be happy after you
But right now I'm not
It's just like watching a car crash happen
And all you can do is watch

And I don't wanna learn to lose you
I don't wanna have to let you go
But if I had to, I would choose you
Even if it meant being forever alone

Fake smiles that tell you comforting lies
Pretending it's fine with tears in my eyes
You got another handhold
And you're still my centerfold
There's nothing I can do
Except say I'm happy for you

Is it alright if all that I can give you is me?
Oh, I don't come from a lot
I can't bring you happiness or peace
But you can have what I got
You told me to take deep breaths when it hurts
Now I'm always deep breathing
I laid it all out so perfect
But it don't stop you from leaving

And I don't wanna learn to lose you
You don't reciprocate our energy
I wish that I could move on
'Cause if I did, this would be so easy

Fake smiles that tell you comforting lies
Pretending it's fine with tears in my eyes
You got another handhold
And you're still my centerfold
There's nothing I can do
Except say I'm happy for you

I'm just not happy, oh

I wanna be the reason you wake up smiling
Since you're always the reason I wake up crying
Wish you could see you're the lock and I'm the key
And he's a welcome mat covering me

Fake smiles that tell you comforting lies
Pretending it's fine with tears in my eyes
You got another handhold
And you're still my centerfold
There's nothing I can do
Except say I'm happy for you