Thinking of you again

Thinking of you again
Anxiety in my head
Thinking of you again
Anxiety in my chest

I can't be what you want
But listen
All these nights I'm just reminiscing
Running all your lies
Through my head again
Wrote them on the walls
Of my brain instead

Thought you would fix me
I'm too far gone
Blasting the webs we weave
It's just depression and me

You didn't have to be so fake
Wish I wasn't so insane
I don't want to die this way
I'll fix myself but not today

You didn't have to be so fake
Wish I wasn't so insane

Mind is at a constant war
With myself and furthermore
I'm tired of these empty fights
I'm tired of the restless nights
Wish that I could forget the past now
Trauma lingers up in the background
Hope you get it through your head
In a few months I'll be dead

You didn't have to be so fake
Wish I wasn't so insane

You didn't have to be so fake
Wish I wasn't so insane
I don't want to die this way
I'll fix myself but not today

You didn't have to be so fake
Wish I wasn't so insane

Old me you miss him
But he's dead
My body you'll find it
Hung instead

Body you'll find it
Hung instead

Body you'll find it
Hung instead



Credits
Writer(s): Kelvin España
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