Been a Living Hell (Radio Edit)

I've lost the sense of feeling
My brain's a static mess
I can't remember yesterday
Or what I said

I don't know where to go when
My heart has frozen up
So, who knows why? I'll say goodbye
Let's lift those glasses up

I don't know what has happened
Got lost along the way
A home I left so long ago
I'm sure you can relate

Now listen to me close and
You'll comprehend my grief
You've felt the same, you've felt the flame
That kills you as it cleans

I'm lost within the country
I'm lost within the sea
I'm lost no matter what I do or what I try to be
I'm lost inside discomfort
I've never known much else
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!

What happened to ambition?
A child's dream, at most
I know I lost it long ago
I threw it down that hole

I bet you didn't know it
How could you after all?
Well, no one asks; so, now, at last
It's time to take the fall

To drowning out believing (hey!)
To letting go of hope (hey!)
To throwing out tomorrow
And to never coming home

And here's to being opened (hey!)
And here's to wondering why (hey!)
And here's to everybody who is
Hurting all the time

We're lost within the country
We're lost within the sea
We're lost no matter what we do or what we try to be
We're lost inside discomfort
We've never known much else
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!

Well, I'm looking for a reason
I'm looking for a name
I'm looking for just any thing
To kill the pain

I'm stepping into nowhere
I'm barely hanging on
I wait a bit and lose my grip
And now I'm finally gone

We're lost within the country
We're lost within the sea
We're lost no matter what we do or what we try to be
We're lost inside discomfort
We've never known much else
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!
So, here's to pain, the same old game
It's been a living hell!