On My Grave

Yeah
Aye
Searching for a reason I should feel a way
Depression sure knows how to kill a day
Wonder if I'll ever really smile again
Trauma got me feeling like a child again
Lost and confused
Partially abused
Had to get use to the feeling of feeling used
Made all this green and now I'm singing the blues
Game finally over and now I'm reading the rules
You don't know love all you care about is you
Love what I do made you care about it too
Been high so long I stopped caring bout the view
What a shame
I heard this the best part of the game
Made enough change to see everything switch
Changed the game that's when everything glitch
Thought not being broke would get everything fixed
It's hard to break walls when they made out of bricks
Measures we had to take for people to call me great
All the crooked shit I did just to see my niggas straight
I taught niggas how to cook they never made me a plate
Even helped em milk the game they never made me a shake
All I ask is donations little participation
50 piece stashed for the precipitation
Crazy how they change when they see renovations
Wanna come in and ask about yo vacation
Nigga said I'm on my high horse for feeling worried
The dirt on my name kept you from being buried
Indian I'll have the garlic Naan with the curry

I ain't choose this path
This path chose me
How you got an attitude
Y'all niggas owed me
Damn I'm really big now
Look at lil Ole me
I held everybody down
Who the fuck gon' hold me
I lift everybody up
Who the fuck gon' lift me
I cooked and everybody ate
Who gon' tip me
I don't see a bill on the table
Just a bill on the table
Treat you like a big deal
When it's a deal on the table
I done put everything I killed on the table
I'm the whole reason it's a meal on the table
All my dues paid
I'm happy with what I gave
I guess I'll get my flowers on my grave

That shit crazy
Nigga's will think you on your high horse for being concerned
Aye
I ain't even got much more to say
I just said a whole lot
If the shoe fits