Thought I Was Dead

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

I wouldn't mind if they thought I had croaked
I would laugh about it, that's a hell of a joke
Walk around town, start doing the most
Like I never did it anyway, shit, I do that anyways
Maybe I would act a fool in public
Show a couple girls my rigor mortis
I could use more bliss, focus, north of the Dakotas
Six feet deeper than here, oh yes

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

And if I died, lil' mama, would you say sum'?
Would my friends take a second out they day, huh?
How long 'til the feelings go away
And everybody feel the same as they did before?
Say you only live once, well, you only die once too
So take a photo for your wall before my face turns blue
I'm just joking, hoping somebody would notice if I'm
Six feet deeper than here, oh yes

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault, baby girl

I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
I could move to Paris and escape with a fifth
Funny how they steady staying, blaming the kid
Like it's my own fault, maybe it's my own fault
Maybe it's my own fault

Don't die on me, don't die now
Don't cry for me, don't cry now
Don't die on me, don't die now
Don't, don't, don't, ooh

'Cause if I passed, that'd be what's best for my career
Watch my streams triple, I win Album of the Year
On a posthumously chopped project the label dropped
And if it flops, no stress on me, baby, I'm rotting
I wouldn't mind if they thought I was dead
Thought I was dead, thought I was dead