Soul

I knew I should of guarded it
it's taking every part of it
out of my soul
can't tell where my heart has went
now I get to harp on it
out of my soul
why'd I go and start this shit
revisit the scars that sit
out of my soul
just me and these bars I spit
it's taken every of part of it
out of my soul

so where do I start
feels like I've given it all while it tears me apart
I put the pen to the page hoping it helps
instead of Kurt Kobain loading the shell
why leave early cause I'm in pain
am i insane?
there's more to life never mind this pain
as I complain
Lord if you can hear me
please put whats in my heart inside my brain
I need some blessings
but do I deserve em?
It's 2 and I'm swerving
It's true that I'm hurting
hoping I could hide my soul
knowing I'm a die alone
why i don't know
will time go slow?
look at the sky wondering
look at the moon stunned
when your at a fork in the road
you gotta choose one
I'm breaking out of this mold
not outta control
just getting all this hate
out of my soul

I knew I should of guarded it
it's taking every part of it
out of my soul
can't tell where my heart has went
now I get to harp on it
out of my soul
why'd I go and start this shit
revisit the scars that sit
out of my soul
just me and these bars I spit
it's taken every of part of it
out of my soul

feeling hopeless it isn't focus
so what do I gotta do to get noticed?
looking deep in my soul but where do I go?
somethings blocking my way every where in the road
but I just keep pushing
cause opportunity never came we took it
hit the studio keep cooking
I chef up some bars iller than sars
even if I don't make it shit sounds ill in the car
the feeling is far from what reality is
wake up work sleep repeat thats what normality is
if I'm having some kids
need to ask for a raise
even if I'm inches from spazzing and quitting
start actin my age
that shit is sickened
I feel trapped in this maze
on the road to riches with no map and no waze
I'm breaking out of this mold
not outta control
just getting all this hate
out of my soul

I knew I should of guarded it
it's taking every part of it
out of my soul
can't tell where my heart has went
now I get to harp on it
out of my soul
why'd I go and start this shit
revisit the scars that sit
out of my soul
just me and these bars I spit
it's taken every of part of it
out of my soul

God... said I'm crazy
ha...
told God I had a plan he laughed!