Dissolve

Here I stand a shadow man
The unknown soldier
Paralyzed and hypnotized
I am waging war with every word
Ever said, ever heard
A shrinking violet with the silent autopilot
Asphyxiate and simulate as I
Masquerade, imitate every smile every fake

With my back against the wall
I Dissolve

Here I come, there I go
But you would never know
There I went, here I go
Not that you'd ever know
Disappeared, where'd I go
You didn't ever know
And with my back against the wall I Dissolve

Introverted I reverted to the background
Relegated to the sidelines
I try to hide and decide how to lie my reply

With my back against the wall
I Dissolve

Here I come, there I go
But you would never know
There I went, here I go
Not that you'd ever know
Disappeared, where'd I go
You didn't ever know
And with my back against the wall I Dissolve

I have carefully guarded my own skin
But once the trust has started, I'll let you in
I will
I will
I will
I will let you in

Here I come, there I go
But you would never know
There I went, here I go
Not that you'd ever know
Disappeared, where'd I go
You didn't ever know
And with my back against the wall I Dissolve