The Cycle of Orbit (feat. Carter Costello)

Taking in
Everything I thought it would be
There for me
Scaring me
Washed away
Everything I felt to be so
Comforting
Now it's under me, I'm wondering
If all this dark was always meant to be
And if all the light is made from suffering
Seeping through
All the tears I never thought would
Cry from me
Did she die for me
Swimming to
Any chance to put it all
Behind me
There's a side of me that always sees
Life's never what's expected to be
And happiness is born from suffering

Nothing stays the same
Everything has changed, I'm telling you
Everything 'round me's so brand new
There's never an end to feeling blue
The sky is turning gray
Hear the sound of rain tapping the roof
Helping the sorrow push on through
Reaching my arms out to the moon

Pushed again
Right when I was starting to feel happiness
Is it after this
Not today
Feeling cursed but what if it's not villainous
Life is filled with this, always a twist
It's never what's expected to be
And true happiness is born from suffering

Nothing stays the same
Everything has changed, I'm telling you
Everything 'round me's so brand new
There's never an end to feeling blue
The sky is turning gray
Hear the sound of rain tapping the roof
Helping the sorrow push on through
Reaching my arms out to the moon

I've never been round, such a wobbly and faded circle
Seems to talk about my feelings is taboo, it's way too personal
Gone from cracking open juice to going mute, and then infertile
Why's the balance beam around me never stable nuff to hurtle

What I live for and breath for
I'm flying through sea floor
I'm thriving
Surviving
In peaces as We cease war
Now that You're done fighting,
My kettle's still piping
I promised Your Mother I'd help You
I'm sorry

But nothing stays the same
Everything is changing cents You've died
But You'll always be right by my side
As long as We are, You're still alive