Soliloquy

Separate my anxiety
I'm afraid of losing everything I've built up
I cannot count
The times I've lied to everyone
I am disaster
Eternally brought to build
I bring calamity
People lie
But I am worse
I am a disease
Brought up from the dirt
Control it all

It's what I hear inside
Don't defeat purpose
Continue to walk apart
Every time you think of me
Remember I'm worse

Remind yourself
That I'm the worst
I am disgusted
Believing your own words

A parasite
Is how you see me
I destroy all
Chaotic energy

I can't believe that I'm here again
I've failed every time I see it
The line is already thin

Please
Just draw yourself away from me

I'm only death
An endless ferocity
I'll bring you too
Everyone let's me

I just want to die
I want someone to end me

I beg for death
Something that's faded me
I beg for end
Something that's lost to me

Every single time I write
It's like I'm jotting down a path back to you
I just want to forget the light
I'm lost forever

The only thing that's left to remember of me
Is all the words I write down when I think of you
The only name I'll leave behind
Forget it all
It'll pass with every little thing that ever belonged to me



Credits
Writer(s): Skeye Blight
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