Through With Myself

How do you hear a gunshot in your head?
Does it ring out loud or is the echo dead?
Can you find the place the bullet spawned?
Does it even matter since you're always wrong?

So I'm sorry that I can't be there for you when I feel this way
And I'm sorry that I can't say "I love you" when I'm in my way
I need to learn to stand myself before I can walk again
So I'm sorry if it seems I'm through with you- I'm through with myself

How do you feel a gunshot in your head?
Can you track the source or has it fled?
Is it easy just to understand
These are all just made up feelings thrown into your hands?

So I'm sorry if I can't get through to you when I feel this way
And I'm sorry that I can't satisfy you when I'm in my way
I need to learn to stand myself before I can walk again
So I'm sorry if it seems I'm through with you- I'm through with myself

I know there's an enemy
Who is the enemy?
You are the enemy
I am the enemy
Control the enemy
Understand the enemy
Plea with the enemy
Get rid of the enemy

How do you know there's gunshots in your head?
Can you be certain they aren't reality instead?

I know there are no gunshots in my head
That doesn't change the fact that I see red
How could you tell it to someone that feels the same?
How could you tell them that there is no end to neurotic games?

So I'm sorry that I can't convey to you when I feel this way
And I'm sorry that I can't provide for you when I'm in my way
I need to learn to stand myself before I can walk again
So I'm sorry if it seems I'm through with you



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Schwien, Aiden Sherman, Jonah Teel, Riley Elonis
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