Lost Cause

Hardly got myself out of bed this morning
Gazing out the window, leaves fall as it's pouring
Looks so peaceful, but off the top y'know it's storming
Gaslit by the fam, I think music might be boring
Okay, I don't know, I don't feel like myself
Life throws a curveball, too many strikes, now I'm out
I'm looking for my happiness but life's like, "That's not allowed"
Memories of the past flood back, I want a drought, yeah
Gotta get out of my head and start making the bread
But it's hard when you remember all the things that they said
And you start to believe that you might be better off dead
It's a dark, dark cycle, and it's full of regret
Trapped in my brain, now I can't be myself
My friends, they reach out and tell me that they're there to help
But I don't get help, I walk back to my cell
And it's getting cold here, get me out of this hell, cuz

Maybe I'm just a lost cause
I don't know you
Maybe I just can't unpause
Cuz I'm stuck on you
I don't have a goal
I'm just driving down the road
And I'm running out of gas
Just hoping it's a phase to pass

Is there a place for me to go?
Never felt more alone
Need a place to call my home
But I just don't know
I don't do drugs, but some nights it gets tempting
Especially in the middle of the night instead of resting
My mental's never mending
I don't know what it is, I don't know if I'm cursed, but life really likes to test me
Trapped in my brain, now I can't be myself
My friends, they reach out and tell me that they're there to help
But I don't get help, I walk back to my cell
And it's gettin' cozy here, I think I like this hell, or

Maybe I'm just a lost cause
I don't know you
Maybe I just can't unpause
Cuz I'm stuck on you
I don't have a goal
I'm just driving down the road
And I'm running out of gas
Just hoping it's a phase to pass
Maybe I'm just a lost cause (Just a lost cause)
I don't know you
Maybe I just can't unpause (I can't unpause)
Cuz I'm stuck on you
I don't have a goal (Don't have a goal)
I'm just driving down the road
And I'm running out of gas
Just hoping it's a phase to pass (Hopin' it's a phase to pass)



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Writer(s): Kaden Macphail
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