Black Clouds

If it ain't one thing it's another right?
I swear

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Only get upset when I'm passionate
Emotions always get bad with me
My son only thing I owe a thing
Always tryna duck another casualty
Blame game I been forfeited
Watching crosses like I'm still Christian
All these losses I just deal with it
One more deal and I swear I'm quitting
War stories from a toy soldier
Weigh it up it ain't ounce of truth
From out the jungle these gorillas shoot
Even if ain't got shit to do with you
Mental breakdowns I'm so confused
I'm the strong friend this ain't usual
The strong friend I'll make it through
Sayin' the same things they say to me, now I feel it too
Tryna change my energy
I'm drained but I'm still down to ride on my enemies
Beef we don't discuss, but it's on sight, I see it vividly
I use to think this Hennessy killin' me
Now I feel it's just healing
Please don't call and ask me how I'm feeling

Got black clouds in my head
I can see em' in the sky
Dark clouds when it rain
I'm just tryna stay dry
I got these black clouds in my head
Dark thoughts in my mind
I can't even feel the pain
I'm just tryna get by
I got these black clouds in my head
I can see em' in the sky
Dark clouds when it rain
I'm just tryna stay dry
I got these black clouds in my head
Dark thoughts in my minds
I can't even feel the pain
I'm just tryna get by

I don't blame you if you don't love me, but I will if you lie to me or about me
Niggas I was down to die about had it out for me, I was loyal proudly
Recommended that I take counseling
Might be right I prefer revenge
Ain't the vengeful type and I don't type my problems
My pride won't let this shit end
Lost my unborn then my brother can't control either
God got me, I don't trust people
Tryna make most cause you don't get a sequel
Pouring up but the doses lethal
Tried to find some peace in cathedrals
I was better after smokin' diesel
Swear my life could end up in the regal
Tryna live so when my passing come I'm buried in a tomb
A shark can die if it's in a pool
Swam the waters with no breathing tube
I cringe anytime I see the news
Another gone that we all knew
Showed love and I was shown the truth
They only love you for what you do
For them

Got black clouds in my head
I can see em' in the sky
Dark clouds when it rain
I'm just tryna stay dry
I got these black clouds in my head
Dark thoughts in my mind
I can't even feel the pain
I'm just tryna get by
I got these black clouds in my head
I can see em' in the sky
Dark clouds when it rain
I'm just tryna stay dry
I got these black clouds in my head
Dark thoughts in my minds
I can't even feel the pain
I'm just tryna get by



Credits
Writer(s): Brandin Ross
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