Insecurities (feat. Notey)

This song was manifested by myself and many others

I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come down
Back to the ground
I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come back now
To face this crowd

I fuckin' hate y'all
Wish I could replace y'all
Get up out my face
To be honest I can't face y'all
She text me smiley face - lol
She gon' think I'll fall for this
Another money hungry leech that's disguised as a bitch
No, I don't think so. Or I think I thought it.
Momma told me "come home safely", til' she saw I bought it
Or I think she said that
Pardon me, that's partial CTE
I self medicate with tree
And you know that it's exotic
I got a lot of issues you don't know
Insecurities - Bought a truck that's like a boat
Insecurities - The prices of my clothes
Smoke Insecurities, they're reeking from my coat
Yeah, I come from a weird place, an odd space, not a crazy crime rate
Know kids that pulled they daddy's gun and chose to choose they own fate
Brush it off like Colgate, at least that's what we supposed to do
But how the fuck I deal with that shit if that person close to you

I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come down
Back to the ground
I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come back now
To face this crowd

Laughter covers pain, only real ones know the real me
You could work for TSA, I promise that you wouldn't feel me
Wanna talk about the real me for a second
A sleep deprived kid raw-doggin' his depression
Throwin' temper tantrums at the random, keep em' guessin'
Who knew the struggles that I broke through would be the blessings in the ending
I got homies battled drugs and lost the fight
Know people shouldn't have but lost they life
Regret is in the cupboard by the sink in the kitchen
Now roll it up and smoke it, let's just live the life we livin'
I wanna make you proud Jakey-boi just like my folks
I hope one day I'm remembered by my music not my jokes

I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come down
Back to the ground
I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come back now
To face this crowd

Did you know that you make me feel at home?
And when you tell me that you love me girl I feel that in my bones, zones
See you lift me to another zone
Medusa with the trance, you turn over every stone, stone
Girl you so pretty when you stoned
I promise that I gotchu, never in this shit alone, lone
cause real G's stand in silence like some garden gnomes
I think I blew this roof off, I need a larger home
I been a lion, young Marvin Jones
Y'all and the hate are really startin' to show
But fuck the Joneses
See y'all could never keep up with B4D
Spit it sicker than some germs, said it's JD that record me
Put this whole team before me, my own queen adore me
We only do it Primo
They clown me like I'm Nemo
Got the whole sea lookin' for me
I'm out here cookin' shorty
Catch the adventures of my gang after Rick and Morty
My man's Rick was forty, well from the jump
But now he 25 tryna get us out this rut, and figure what is what
He taught me pitch these thoughts, go and strut ya stuff, don't give a motherfuck
I just keep it coming off the cuff, could never let it tie my hands
My bars will knock your ass out, Rick like "where the xans?"
Girl where yo man's at? 10 toes where I stand at
We pass respect, you demand that, demand that
And every room you command that
My breakthrough coming soon, pull yo hand back
I'm in my motherfucking hand bag
That's Dally lighting up the sand bag
Go head and ask him where they hands at
See now they hands in the air, 100 bands in the air
A long way from just Jake, I got a lot that's at stake, we more than medium rare
See where's the roof cause I been takin' it there
And I came a long way from where we started out
I kept these same dudes by me never falling out
We on this climb we never falling down
The same city, same friends, dawg I been around
And I came a long way from where we started out
I kept these same dudes by me never falling out
We on this climb we never falling down
The same city, same friends, man I-

I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come down
Back to the ground
I've been getting so high
I don't wanna come back now
To face this crowd