Easier

I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your war path

Help me how to find hope and what it is
And a belief to believe in for why to live
For what it is, thrive under pressure but the pressure hard
And I'm fighting all my demons but they leave me scarred
Against all odds, me and my ghosts
Felling insane, feeling real low and I've been known
To be killing myself tryin' to be gone but I'm cold
Been trying to hold on to that hope but it's hard
When you know in your heart that you ain't whole
But it's a
Slippery slope when you start givin' in
With a sabotage within so you don't ever win
You floating through life like it just all depends
You try to start all again, you have to pretend, that
All that doubt don't take it's toll
Like you wake up in a maze with no direction where to go
Yo, wasn't it easier before
When you believed in yourself but now you don't

Tell me anything
Just tell me you love
Me
It's all
I need
To survive
To survive

Why do I beat myself up like this all the time
Why is that I never can get it right, I always try, but it's hard
Got me praying on these stars
Thinkin' I can be so much better, and I look above
But there's no answers
No reply, nothing from there
Feeling like I don't care, I don't fuckin' care
Lost in despair, always in my ear
Get comfortable cause you and your ghost you live there
I mean like this is the pain that I feel
And I know it's not real but it's hard not to fear
If it's all for the love, then that love's gonna kill
And for the life there's ransom, that ransom is death, I might pay
Sorrow in my heart, sorrow in the pain
You can see it in my eyes, you know what I'm sayin'
Tryin' save my soul from this
Tryin' heal but I'm so depressed

Tell me anything
Just tell me you love
Me
It's all
I need
To survive
To survive