Anxious Thoughts

Every time I shut my eyes
The constant stress of being alive
Nothing here seems okay
I think I've given up this way
Cuz ones you've given up for real
Nothing seems worth the feel
Of being sober anymore
Can't feel the same love as before
Every time I'm sober now
It feels like I'm in hell alright
Fuck this shit, I'm out of here
I think I should just disappear
Never know how I should do
Never know where I should go
Never know how I should look
And how I should stay afloat
Never know how I should be
Never know who's the real me
Never know where I am from
Never know where to call home

Everything just feels so wrong
The reason why I wrote this song
Is because I have a constant need
To see if someones just like me
I'm scared to look inside myself
And therefore I self medicate
With pills that are not meant for me
Yeah, I'm not feeling so okay
I'd rather just overdose
Cuz that would give me some control
Over the life that I call my own
Anxiety's deep inside my bones
I know that drugs is bad and all
But I've never felt this fine before
And not in a drug kind of way
When I am high I feel okay

Every time I shut my eyes
The constant stress of being alive
Nothing here seems okay
I think I've given up this way
Cuz ones you've given up for real
Nothing seems worth the feel
Of being sober anymore
Can't feel the same love as before



Credits
Writer(s): Tobias Stefan Erik Lagnebjoerk
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