HERE I AM AGAIN

Here I am again...
You remain in my soul
You're so arrogant, cuz you know it's getting old
And I try to vent, you're eating at me like a ghoul
I know how you feel, but it's time to let it go
You know how to swim
I can't carry you more
You're coming in and out my life
It's like you're everywhere I go
You hurt me on the outside, but helped me in my soul
Like you stabbed me in the back with a knife made of gold
Girl get outta here
You've done too much damage
I missed you so much, and now I can't stand it
Tried to take you back, but you crashed my Benz, yea
That's what I get for giving too many chances
What we had was beautiful, and now it's rancid
And living like this, you know I can't stand it
Too little, too late, it's abandoned
Too little, too late, it's abandoned

It's all my fault and I hate it
I hate being in the same typa situation
Where everything around me always makes me feel forsaken
And everything reminds me of her
I just can't fucking take it
I look inside, "Am I vacant?"
I look around and ask, "Am I complacent?"
Go back to the basics, I don't wanna live this
Don't go and retrace it, the memories will still hit
I been on the runaway, I don't wanna go back
It's all I ever wanna do
Baby, you're so cold that I'm always on the run from you
But you already know that
Be careful what you wish for
I've already been told that
I just want my soul back
I just want my life together
Sometimes I wish we could spend another night together
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped inside this life forever
Sometimes...
Sometimes I think it'll never get better