Death Around The Corner

I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.

I see death around the corner In my mind like a fantasy.
Homicidal, suicidal visions so clear.
It captures me like I'm hypnotized by the thought of misery.
Stuck in fight or flight will it be the death of me.
I bet if I died most of yous would smile happily.
Its ok because so would I if you've seen the shit I've seen.
Spend a little bit of time take a look thought my mind.
Wanna start with the rape or molestation.
Or how about that time seeing that kid jump off ending his life.
I understood the kid buts that's sad.
1 second late I probably could of saved him damn.
It doesn't matter now just another body another number.

I bet that was there only one there only son.
Makes you wonder what the fuck we gonna do.
Even our kids don't want to live.
Trapped in the misery trapped in the sin.
Lord take my life I don't wanna rember again.
Fuckn ptsd got me actn up again.
What sucks is I rember everything.
Wondering why I could do a fuckn thing.

I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.

I see all the fuckn misery.
All the fuckn pain.
Aint shit to do it can not change.
Motherfuckers will see an opp wit they kid.
No hesitation straight blastn damn.
Thats some shit a little boy didn't need to see.
Now he turn to the gang to retaliate.
I'ma kill my fathers murderer I put that on your grave.
A sweat little kid changed forever by the game.

This is life in the hood.
This ain't no game
Motherfuckers dying everyday.
And when it's my time best not shead a tear.
You know I wasn't happy here.
This is life in the hood.
This ain't no game
Motherfuckers dying everyday.
And when it's my time best not shead a tear.
You know I wasn't happy here.

Sick of all the shit I'm rembering.
Fights next door with the crack heads and the whore.
Only good times was playn drive thru liquor store.
Shout out to my sis know you are appreciated.
If it wasn't for you.
I wouldn't be here.
If it wasn't for you.
I wouldn't see clear.
So just give me all the pressure,
All the pain, all the hurt.
Ima take it to the grave wit me.
Or its gonna be in that vinyl framed up like its cursed.
Forever in your mind a reminder of all the hurt.
But its gonna be ok when your not wit me.
Just rember this was my destiny.
A product of the pain.
Slaved prisioned to the hurt.
No one knows more then I.
To be slaved to the pain and destruction.
That it hurts.
You need to let go of it to find inner peace.

Theres still a million things I wanna say and do.
But when its my time it's my time.
Nothing you can do.
No more resurrection's I said this was my last life.
So this is my final goodbye.
Theres still a million things I wanna say and do.
But when its my time it's my time.
Nothing you can do.
No more resurrection's I said this was my last life.
So this is my final goodbye.

I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner.
I see death around the corner