I'd Rather Not

I had my time believing hope is found in another
A damning light that won't stop fleeting
It was golden, and now broken
Up all night in times like these
Stuck crumbling when fear comes finding

Waste my time and wonder how
Why I'm still here just blacking out
So frustrating
I'm holding out from forever and after
Is the fear of missing out
Worth the risk of falling down?
Can't explain it
I'm holding out from forever and after
Forever and after
Times they are a' changing
I used to dream of late night roses
Now I'm alone and lay my losses out
Do you see what this has taken out of me?
I changed upon the day I saw her leave

Waste my time and wonder how
Why I'm still here just blacking out
So frustrating
I'm holding out from forever and after
Is the fear of missing out
Worth the risk of falling down?
Can't explain it
I'm holding out from forever and after
I walked alone in the streetlight
After the show I played last night
And that sits right with me
It's all I know!
It's all right!



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Shepherd, Michael Osborn
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