Midnight Magic

Exactly where I should be
Pain eating me
From the inside out
And when I'm in doubt
I think of all the money to be made
Records to be broken
To no avail
Remain hopeless
By now you know
My lust for destruction is outspoken
But I hold it behind a wide smile
All while this inferno rages
I keep turning pages only to see the motives get darker
And I molded all my losses into bodies on my list to collect
Regret nothing but showing mercy
I let it hurt me
To make me stronger
Set the trap for later to savor it longer
Consume and adapt
I'm too attached to keep
Control at this rate
I can retaliate
If I can stay hungry
Defunct things
Sneaking into my timeframe
The line stays as gray as ever
True you too in tune to use it as leverage

I was
Hoping You would get to speak to him at equilibrium
But I keep throwing off the balance
Sippin' from the chalice
Had me away from my element
I'm telling em
Go anywhere if we work together
Get my daily dose
Get lost in the screen
Fulfill yo dream of being a symbiote
I must've figured I would fix it tho
But we won't ever panic cuz
I push raps like a trafficker
I craft a written and spit it
Like a rafficka
Whatever you ask me for
Snap and then we'd have it
If all was perfect
Told me never fall
For the ones shouting curses
I got no words
I just want to see a sign
Guess you get to
Have somethin to read into all the time

Consume and adapt
Im too attached to keep
Control at this rate
I can retaliate
If I can stay hungry
Defunct things
Sneakin into my timeframe
The line stays gray as ever
True you too in tune to use it as leverage