tried again

Try so hard but I just fall each time
Can't find the meaning, could you give me a sign?
Lost motivation, I can't get out of bed
One step back and I just try again

Shut me out and I couldn't believe it
I can't help but to feel like a reject
Losin' focus, I've been stressed out
And my senses failin', full of doubt

Tell me why it hurts so bad
Meant nothing to the times we had
This feeling that I couldn't make sense of
Out of place, shedding tears when it's all lost

I try and try, not a single time you're satisfied
I cry and cry, saddened 'til all my tears dried
What's the point of tryin'? I don't know
My heart say yes, but my body say no

My heart froze, see-through crystalline snow
You tell me I'm not worth it, was it all for show?
Moncler on me, ice-cold
Hug me baby, promise I won't let go

I'm so fucking stressed, feels like I got nothin' left
Funny how I'm at my best when there's somethin' to distract
Feels like I can't catch a breath, there's always somethin' next
Don't want calls, don't want texts, I don't wanna interact

Maybe I could try again
I've been runnin' out of luck, runnin' out of options
I can't do this by myself, I could really use a friend
Not one to ask for help, but I need this shit to end

(Yeah) shut me out, and I couldn't believe it
I can't help but to feel like a reject
Losin' focus, I've been stressed out
And my senses failin', full of doubt

Tell me why it hurts so bad
Meant nothing to the times we had
This feeling that I couldn't make sense of
Out of place, shedding tears when it's all lost