Me
Yeah
Heart heavy with a chest ache
Mind full feel like I ain't got hope
Just sad and afraid I don't know anymore
Like my time ain't coming like my heart hoped
The words coming out of my head
Sad as shit I don't feel no joy
Like I said and shit
Always insecure
Like one time I wanna wear corduroy
But I can't
Too afraid of the outside world
Thinkin' they will just laugh at me
I pray to God but I know for sure
That he don't even know what to answer me
That's why I'm hearin' no answer
Most questions got one answer
How dare we just to question his plan
I really just thank him I don't have cancer
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
It's hard to love a passion
That you wanna just show it to the world
'Cause the world really gives you shit
That makes you ask yourself
If it is really worth the hurt
I be in my thoughts everyday every night
It is my constant living fear
Should I really quit ahead of what should be mine
'Cause everything is wrong if I persevere
'Cause I wanna be loved like how I love
A hundred percent just naturally
I don't even ask for shit in return anymore
Wanna feel it back naturally
That's why I got hurt when you chose me over that
One minute was all I need
But you were so busy I hate being needy
I kept it myself so I planted a seed
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
But that ain't point of this song
Sorry got carried a long
I don't wanna paint you an image
Of something so vivid
I loved her so much all along
Gave her my time and I gave her my love
Everything great always grow through a bump
But if we were really been destined together
Then we'll be together
One day blessed the heavens above
I thought about how I don't feel special for you anymore
But it bloomed to a tree of despair
Wanted to vent 'cause I feel the intent
If I don't it won't longer repair
Didn't wanna talk just to prove to myself
If you'll do what I'll do if the tables were turned
Checking my dm's my inbox and emails and socials all day
But you didn't return
The favor
Give and take
Is it true I'm in love with a snake
Those were my thoughts in that moment
But I was in love so I lowered my pride at the stake
Out of the sake I don't wanna lose you
And if that it's dumb that I did it I know
But I still believed if I hear your side
It is something that we can be fixin' to grow
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
I need love and attention one plus three
'Cause everyone I loved they just gave up on me
Heart heavy with a chest ache
Mind full feel like I ain't got hope
Just sad and afraid I don't know anymore
Like my time ain't coming like my heart hoped
The words coming out of my head
Sad as shit I don't feel no joy
Like I said and shit
Always insecure
Like one time I wanna wear corduroy
But I can't
Too afraid of the outside world
Thinkin' they will just laugh at me
I pray to God but I know for sure
That he don't even know what to answer me
That's why I'm hearin' no answer
Most questions got one answer
How dare we just to question his plan
I really just thank him I don't have cancer
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
It's hard to love a passion
That you wanna just show it to the world
'Cause the world really gives you shit
That makes you ask yourself
If it is really worth the hurt
I be in my thoughts everyday every night
It is my constant living fear
Should I really quit ahead of what should be mine
'Cause everything is wrong if I persevere
'Cause I wanna be loved like how I love
A hundred percent just naturally
I don't even ask for shit in return anymore
Wanna feel it back naturally
That's why I got hurt when you chose me over that
One minute was all I need
But you were so busy I hate being needy
I kept it myself so I planted a seed
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
But that ain't point of this song
Sorry got carried a long
I don't wanna paint you an image
Of something so vivid
I loved her so much all along
Gave her my time and I gave her my love
Everything great always grow through a bump
But if we were really been destined together
Then we'll be together
One day blessed the heavens above
I thought about how I don't feel special for you anymore
But it bloomed to a tree of despair
Wanted to vent 'cause I feel the intent
If I don't it won't longer repair
Didn't wanna talk just to prove to myself
If you'll do what I'll do if the tables were turned
Checking my dm's my inbox and emails and socials all day
But you didn't return
The favor
Give and take
Is it true I'm in love with a snake
Those were my thoughts in that moment
But I was in love so I lowered my pride at the stake
Out of the sake I don't wanna lose you
And if that it's dumb that I did it I know
But I still believed if I hear your side
It is something that we can be fixin' to grow
I don't know where to start for buildin' me
Nobody understands but it's just so hard for me
I need love and attention one plus three
'Cause everyone I loved they just gave up on me
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Writer(s): Tristan Tuason
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