Take Care

You said you don't want to
Come scream them with me so that they can fall
On the plugged up ears of the world
I've become a rambling mess of anxieties-
Is this what I really feel,
Is it what I really want?
Hey, whatever, please brain, shut up
This feels weird and this view is uncomfortable

I began in a much different place than here
Grew up playin' on Civil War trenches
My backyard holds a secret no one knows about, I
Crushed it between my palms, and I
Dragged it out, I

Dragged it out, I
Dragged it out, I
Dragged it out, I
Dragged it out, and I'm

Leaning against the blue
Of the bathroom wall, and my
Pen's ink went out, and when the floor
Came in view,
There was a name and an email
On a forgotten piece of paper
Tucked into
A pocket notebook from two years ago, and I
Read my old words,
So descriptive I could watch them in the dusted mirror...

And it wrapped around my skeleton, it
Wrapped around my skeleton, it
Wrapped around my skeleton, it
Wrapped around my skeleton, it
Wrapped around my skeleton, and I

Set my timer for four minutes and
You'll get up- you'll get up and you'll
Get your warm caffeine,
It's not safe
For you to dwell here, it's not
Safe for you to dwell here, it's not
Safe for you to dwell here...

Remember you said you would...

You said you'd take care,
You said you'd take care.
You said you'd take care,
You said you'd take care.
You said you'd take care,
You said you'd take care.
You said you'd take care,
You said, you said-

You said you don't want to
Come scream them with me so that they can fall
On the plugged up ears of the world
I've become a rambling mess of anxieties-
Is this what I really feel,
Is it what I really want?
Hey, whatever, please brain, shut up
This feels weird and this view is uncomfortable