I Am Not Me

All buzzed out
Feeling all worn out
Sitting on my ass
Finally not fucking up
But I feel so insensitive
Leading myself on
But I don't wanna be that mean
No more
No more
I don't know who's who and what is what
I'm mixing it up now cause I'm lost
Lost
Judge everyone I see
Cause I'm judgemental
It gives me no ease
Being so so cruel
I'm running all night to escape that grasp
I'm hiding in this ugly facial mask
I want to be real where this phase is dead
I want to be real where this phase is dead
I don't know who's who and what is what
I'm tired of ghosting myself cause nothing feels right now
I don't
I don't wanna be like this anymore
I'm so tired of being feeling like this
I don't want to be cruel to you
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done being so fucking cruel to you
You don't deserve this
You don't deserve to be treated like this
I'm so tired of feeling this way
I'm done



Credits
Writer(s): Florian Sachay
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