Tryna Live

I'm just trying to live

Ain't got no more to give
I'm just trying to live
Everybody hate me, I can't even see my kid
Plus all my brothers gone
The judge gave them a bid
Gotta fight for they life for real
And I'm still up in that field
Gotta take me a few more pills
Bro say I gotta find my chill
'Cause I been on the edge
So don't give me a reason to kill
And I'm numb to the pain for real
I been through the rain for real
You can't understand how I feel
But that shit made me hard as steel

And I ain't ever had no gun
But I'm in the street for fun
My mom and dad at home
I'm in the streets trying to get it in
Aye, Rest In Peace my cousin Glenn
His life, it really ain't have to end
Now I look in his mama eyes
I don't even know where to begin
Nah, I seen that pain before, I don't ever want to go see that again
Nah, I seen that pain before, I don't ever want to go see that again, yeah
Nah, I seen that pain before, I don't ever want to go see that again
Nah, I seen that pain before, so I don't ever want to go see that again

Ain't got no more to give
I'm just trying to live
Everybody hate me, I can't even see my kid
Plus all my brothers gone
The judge gave them a bid
Gotta fight for they life for real
And I'm still up in that field
Gotta take me a few more pills
Bro say I gotta find my chill
'Cause I been on the edge
So don't give me a reason to kill
And I'm numb to the pain for real
I been through the rain for real
You can't understand how I feel
But that shit made me hard as steel

I think they plottin' to get me
That's what they always do
Mistaking my kindness for weakness, but loyalty's all that I've shown to you
Don't trust that nigga, don't trust that bitch, yeah they some hoes, prolly
Been stabbed in the back so many times, I don't trust nobody
Put his ass in the dirt, now he six feet deep, yeah, that's a cold body
Bitch, shut the fuck up, when I hit this lick, bitch, don't tell nobody
Just play yo role and you gon' get spoiled, I'ma take yo soul, shawty
Better watch yo feet when a nigga come through, I'm stepping on toes, shawty
Nigga ain't on shit, just be running his mouth, yeah, he a troll, shawty
I'm the people's champ, you can ask around, you can take a poll, shawty
You can talk yo shit, but everybody 'round here know you told, shawty
He keep running his mouth, I'm gon' have no choice but to have to fold shawty

Ain't got no more to give
I'm just trying to live
Everybody hate me, I can't even see my kid
Plus all my brothers gone
The judge gave them a bid
Gotta fight for they life for real
And I'm still up in that field
Gotta take me a few more pills
Bro say I gotta find my chill
'Cause I been on the edge
So don't give me a reason to kill
And I'm numb to the pain for real
I been through the rain for real
You can't understand how I feel
But that shit made me hard as steel