counting numbers

You feed me lies then say I'm too thin
You don't know how I feel in my skin
Days go by as I lose my mind
Counting numbers as they go high

I'm in my room, staring at my screen
Said dinners ready? Well I'm stuck in between
Eating today and starving tomorrow
If you knew, would you feel sorrow?

55, 52, 49 and up
Never ending feeling, I'm bouta throw up
47, 46, 51 again
It feels as though I'm tied up in these chains

And as I bleed, wondering what if
They all felt the pain I felt
I'm in a crowded room, but I'm alone
I wonder if they know

That I'm in my room, staring at my screen
Said dinners ready? Well I'm stuck in between
Eating today and starving tomorrow
If you knew, would you feel sorrow?

Everyday, I'm watching what I eat
I binge too and I never get any sleep
It feels as though, things are on repeat

You see I'm, I'm over here staring at the mirror
But I, I just wish I could disappear
I'm looking at the scale, the numbers flying high
And I'm standing over here just being like

55, 52, 49 and up
Never ending feeling, I'm bouta throw up
47, 46, 51 again
It feels as though I'm tied up in these chains



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Writer(s): Fhilis Sih
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