Private Message

Hello!
To whoever this may concern, private message
Shit it's hard not to cry, sometimes you know
But you can't blame yourself, give yourself some credit
Life hard, but it get better later

Wonder when I'm gone, who gone really miss me
Been out here on my own, embracing my distance
Nobody to tell you it was wrong, so theres no forgiveness
My chest left with a hole, can't control my feelings
It's hard to feel tall, as a midget
It's hard to go ball, on a pivot
Can't get the present nigga, when you missing
I hope that this private message delivered

I really prey, I get a chance, to reach my full potential
Gotta learn to play yo hand, life can reinvent you
You will go and chase you heart, blame it on yo mental
I can't speak for everybody, just if the sizes fit you
Ima leave that private message, I really hope it fix u
They say you'll know real love, but some come with disguise's
The people that you love, have u really indecisive
Took my loses like a thug, my trust come with preciseness
I can't let go of that pain, got me reminiscing
Trying tell me he ain't change, but I know the difference
In my city give em hope, I'ma make em feel it
This for my niggas selling soap, and still counterfeiting
They tell me when the change come, a lot of sunny days
And it don't rain much
All this fake love from blood, turned me stranger
Got this whole in my heart, I can't control my anger

Wonder when I'm gone, who gone really miss me
Been out here on my own, embracing my distance
Nobody to tell you it was wrong, so theres no forgiveness
My chest left with a hole, can't control my feelings
It's hard to feel tall, as a midget
It's hard to go ball, on a pivot
Can't get the present nigga, when you missing
I hope that this private message delivered