Anxiety, Fail Me Now

There's too many voices now
I cannot turn you down
There's too many hands right now
And I cannot keep you out
So anxiety fail me
Anxiety fail me now
(Don't bail me out)
Anxiety fail me
Self-sabotage fail me now
(Don't bail me out)

If pins and needles could decorate easels
I would have a Sistine in my own cathedral
Lil' Michelangelo I'm feelin feeble
Not forgiven I still carry every single evil
I don't need your direction only acceptance
Rarely a sermon only your blessin'
Give me your love but keep your lesson
I can feel the way you show me no affection sorry I'm projectin'
I just feel a need to keep myself protected
Yea
I don't reach out I hate rejection
Wanna lay in bed alone on Friday nights
But fear of missin' out and endin' up alone just keep me second guessin'

I had the same problem with my exes
I need security first and put the trust second
When you need to see the texts and every message that don't remedy your fear but it really got you stressin'

And you lied on me once so you oppin' on me
Yea
Took your flaws and you drop it on me
Yea
Made me feel like you had options on me
Yea
In my head ain't no peace only violence for me

There's too many voices now
I cannot turn you down
There's too many hands right now
And I cannot keep you out
So anxiety fail me
Anxiety fail me now
(Don't bail me out)
Anxiety fail me
Self-sabotage fail me now
(Don't bail me out)

I need my flowers
I tatted my wrist
Still sleep on the boy
You blind to the drip
Lil ant been stuck in the valley
My circle know nothin about me
The derby turned into a rally
Vision been gettin' cloudy
I'm whippin' I'm whippin' I'm whippin' I'm whippin'
My mind is like a highway
And anxiety's when everyone's in my lane
It gets hard to move and I can barely drive straight
And shawty lookin' good I hope she lookin my way
I'm sorry that's lil misogynistic
But can I be honest with it
I feel like nobody wanna listen
When I just contemplate my existence
Insecurity I cover with women
I just want me a queen that's with it
Bae come find me I'm ready let's get it
If we talk it out healthy we winnin'
Here I go
Diggin' holes
With my words
I wrote it wrong
I need to swerve
Why talk
I got the nerve
To think that I
Should be heard
I never learn
My feelings burn
If I try I get curved
If you try you get hurt
I'm not worth I shouldn't rap
What this mean it's all cap
I should quit and take a nap
What's the reason for it now I'm in a spiral
Goin down I'll never be viral never mind spittin' fire
Goin pyro I'm a dragon like Spyro
Eating beats like gyros

There's too many voices now
I cannot turn you down
There's too many hands right now
And I cannot keep you out
So anxiety fail me
Anxiety fail me now
(Don't bail me out)
Anxiety fail me
Self-sabotage fail me now
(Don't bail me out)

My fear of losin' people's why I keep them close
My fear of being wrong is why I never boast
My fears get me accepted when I'm feelin worst
My fears paint me humble when I'm never close

See I see greatness inside me
But I never let it out of me
Nobody really cared for this side of me
I know my worth and I could kill the game
Be the greatest in my lane take the crown
But I'm the king of anxiety
Monte and Tony man y'all been on me for ghost
My family please know that y'all close to me
Danny and Bethany y'all see the best in me
Eva I said I'd shout you out next
But I'm too busy with my worries to text
See my head is in shambles
Bet on me that's a gamble
Y'all faith it ain't ample
This song just a sample
I heard my whole life Jesus Christ hold a candle
To this dark room
Enough water to make a wilted flower bloom
I heard my whole life that He died and He rose from a tomb
Impending is the status of doom
I plugged the address and ETA soon
Please tell me that peace comin' soon
Everything I'm scared of is why I force me to move
Fight my thoughts and I cant afford to lose

There's too many voices now
I cannot turn you down
There's too many hands right now
And I cannot keep you out
So anxiety fail me
Anxiety fail me now
Anxiety fail me
Self-sabotage fail me now