The Last Thing I Expected

I really didn't want to do this
I'm only getting through it
Pretending you won't hear
I don't want to call you out
In fact I never want to have
A conversation quite like this

But I'm asking if you feel it
Shooting through the ceiling
All my disbelief when I hear you now
I'm reeling
Fighting with this feeling
That maybe you could be something else

I read all the things you say
Who's mind are you trying to change
And does it haunt you in the night
Are you sleeping like a baby
Or are you lying there awake
Scrolling through time

But I'm wondering if you've thought of
Everything we're taught, or
The people who are following your lead
You're probably thinking that you might
Have to pick a side
But that's just a lie they want us to believe

But I'd never expect you to fall for it
And I never imagined you'd be
Anything less than the picture that you painted
Of the world that you've created
I know everything is changing

But the last thing I expected
Was for you to be the way you're being now
But the last thing I expected
Was for you to be the way you're being now
But the last thing I expected
Was for you to be the way you're being now
But the last thing I expected
Was for you to be the way you're being now