The Debt

I've been hiding out the way on my own
And If I, if I owe you something new
Tell me now or go

Look at that liquor spilling
I don't know about good decisions
I've been on the run from my own intentions
I'm lacking direction
And looking for luxury at any expense
And I get on the defensive
Whenever you mention my flaws
Maybe you want me to grow
Maybe you're for a good cause
Maybe you'd leave me alone
If you didn't care in your heart
Or maybe you're just so alone
That you couldn't care if I hurt
As long as you're feeling full
I just don't know
I need a moment alone to grow

I've been hiding out the way on my own
And If I, if I owe you something new
Tell me now or go

I think more than I do
I do more than I say
I say more than I mean to
And I pray I don't stay the same
And I don't really entertain anyone anymore
Maybe I'm the one you're gunning for
I thought you were a friend to me
But maybe I'm the enemy
Cause now it seems like everybody's keeping score
And I don't give a fuck about it
Homie, if you doubt it
I've been on a mission from the clouds since I found ya
Top of the mountains, I'm looking down
And I may want the crowd but I'm here for the crown

I've been hiding out the way on my own
And If I, if I owe you something new
Tell me now or go