I Wish I Was the Monster You Think I Am.

If I saw myself as what you think I am
Would that excuse what you hate me for
Paint me out to be a villain in your stories
What is the end game
Is there a way to change your heart
Look me in my eyes
And tell me I
Tell me I deserve this
You know I don't
I'm not this person
But I wish I was

I'd break your heart
I'd lie to you
I'd give indications that we're in love
I'd give you heartaches
I'd string you along

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Tell me you like it
Tell me you like this feeling
Cause I don't and I won't let this change me
But I wish I could
I wish I could

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I wish I was the monster you think I am

I'm not this person
But I wish I was

I'd break your heart
I'd lie to you
I'd give indications that we're in love
I'd give you heartaches
I'd string you along
Along

Alone
You held onto feelings that were strong in the past
For
For so long
You are weak
You allowed yourself to believe the lies you make up
Set me free
I'm not your prisoner
Let me go

Now you're starting to see what you've done to me
You trapped me inside a place that's destroying me
Come forward
Bring everything
Look me in my eyes
Tell me that this is alright

I am the monster that you think I am
I am the monster that you think
You think I am

I'd break your heart
I'd lie to you
I'd give indications that we're in love
I'd give you heartaches
I'd string you along
Along

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