never said

I'm sure that I might be thinking way too much
Back to our car rides, there wasn't no rush
Next thing I know, I'm left here in the dust
One minute I'm yours now you're nothing but a crush

And I'm trying to forget it
But you haven't left my mind
I guess
I can't help but think about
The space you left behind
And it kills me to relive all that we never got to do
I can't help but to remember
What I never said to you

I swear that I blinked and it all fell apart
This future I saw
You left it in the dark
Everything that I thought we would be
It all just dissolved into nothing but a dream
Why did I ever think it'd be okay
I saw a life
You took it as a day
But if you told me you're sick of being friends
I'm sure that I'd just fall for you again

And I'm trying to forget it
But you haven't left my mind
I guess
I can't help but think about
The space you left behind
And it kills me to relive all that we never got to do
I can't help but to remember
What I never said to you

Tell me again why is it you're gone
Will you ever be back if I had you at all
There isn't a moment where you've left my mind
How was it so easy to leave this behind
I hope that you ended up finding yourself
And I hope that you are still happy
'Cause I will be honest I'm not doing well
But I promise I'll get there eventually

I'm trying to forget it
But you haven't left my mind
How was it so easy for you to leave this all behind
It just kills me to relive all that we never got to do
I can't help but to remember
What I never said to you

And I'm trying to forget it
But you haven't left my mind
I guess
I can't help but think about
The space you left behind
And it kills me to relive all that we never got to do
I can't help but to remember
What I never said to
All our friends who asked if we were
Ever something more
And I'd never guess that this would end
What was it even for
It just kills me to relive all that we never got to do
I can't help but to remember
What I never said to you