Everywhere I Go

Everywhere I Go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I go
Don't try to save me
I'll just repeat all the mistakes I know

Please give up, I'm a dying cause, I just never get better
No matter what I do, I try to change
But it end the same
People scratching their brains
Tryna figure out if I'm insane
I ask the same shit, me being the biggest critic
Stay looking in the mirror like somehow that will fix it
I just wanna know which direction I should go
Cause all these nice folks they giving out hope
Like maybe one day I'll be normal
But that's some bullshit cause I know myself
All the things that I do indicate help
Destructive by nature and maybe by nurture
But that would be putting the blame on my mother
And knowing myself, no way this could be her
This is all me, I'm ready to leave
Someone take my place, someone worthy

Everywhere I Go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I go
Don't try to save me
I'll just repeat all the mistakes I know

You think you know me but you really don't
Definition of destruction is who I am
Since my birth I been curse to walk the earth and search
And finally deserve my mother's words
I take breaths with regrets
Every second transgress
Worsen with time like a virus
I should just disappear end it all here
No anxiety, no more livin' in fear
No more the thoughts that haunt my subconscious
No more blaming the same old excuses
Telling myself I'm totally useless
Deleting myself right out this existence
Cause every path that I take always leads me to the same place
Same conclusion
What would I be losin?
Cut the ties to what keeps me breathing
No more feelings
Just no more anything

Everywhere I Go
Things don't ever change
I'm changing my ways
Not to be the same
But everything always fades
Into the dark here we go
Away from the light I go
Don't try to save me
I'll just repeat all the mistakes I know



Credits
Writer(s): Lewis Garcia
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